In the verge of falling apart

well wat can i say it's mid june... holiday time... but not for all of us... for most of malaysian students who were born on the year 1993 is now facing the verge of falling part due to the concluding exam for the whole 17 years of living which we know since forever it's called SPM honestly i'm in the verge of falling apart... where i'm already starting to look at my profession options for the proceeding studies after SPM which is alot of fun but the down turn is i dont know what to expect in my exams with my up n down scales in my exam result... all of my graph are like the mountains some goes up some goes down the only dilemma is i might get a falling graph on the day we take the final exam result... i'm not helping my self... i feel helpless... i feel like i want to die... i dont know what to do.... goodness lord... i'm so super dead.... i want to die... if vamp were real i wish i can be one of them... with out thinking twice...