hi again... LOL

anyway it's has been since a months since i last posted my entry... i have been very SUPER busy... getting on9 and write bout something is practically a blessing... hmm... any way next week is RAYA holiday break. originally i was looking forward want to go back to my aunt's house since my mum came here(selangor) for this raya... how ever today i just found out that i had not 1 but 2 assignment 2 complete and 2 subjects to be revised since i have test 2 days after monday... HOW DEPRESSING so this is my freaking schedule for the week...

jadual time cuti semester...

saturday & sunday: do ENGLISH ASS-IGNMENT CORRECTION
monday & tuesday: do GLOBALIZATION ASS-IGNMENT 2
wednesday & thursday: revise FUND. MATHS for upcoming TEST num 3
friday & saturday: revise BIOLOGY for upcoming TEST num 2...
sunday: die out of exhaustion + go back to campus...

so holiday is not holiday at all... klu cam ni kan bagus nda payah balik tau... boleh concentrate... T_T'''

so lets pray... 

dear father in heaven pls allow me to stick to my time table and finish everything on time... may i be blessed and not let my aunts drag me around during this raya holiday... the last thing i need right now is going to one house to another the whole day for the whole week... so pls lord let my aunt think clearly when i tell her this news... AMEN...

holiday? i think not

jadual time cuti semester...

saturday & sunday: do ENGLISH ASS-IGNMENT CORRECTION
monday & tuesday: do GLOBALIZATION ASS-IGNMENT 2
wednesday & thursday: revise FUND. MATHS for upcoming TEST num 3
friday & saturday: revise BIOLOGY for upcoming TEST num 2...
sunday: die out of exhaustion + go back to campus...

so holiday is not holiday at all... klu cam ni kan bagus nda payah balik tau... boleh concentrate... T_T'''

SAYA DATANG BUKAN UTK CARI JANTAN

Hullow... nampaknya macam lebih kerap sya update blog sya yg lagi satu ni... pasal tajuk tu kan tada la kes cepumas ni ba... ada la setan ni kan yg nda pandai paham bahasa malaysia... punya shit sya bilang... hello sya dtg sch utk blajar... bukan cari jantan ok... tapi mau d banding kan kes sya yg cuma tahan sampai 3 minggu ni ada lagi kes yg lebih kiritkal... korang bayangkan k... kawan sya ni kita gelar dia S(p'puan) n BF dia ni K.

Masa tu kan sya masih lagi d bangku sch menengah time tu klu x silap time sya form !... pada satu hari yg soi c S ni p la jumpa sya minta advice sya kunun...
S: Far, c K kan dia bawa sya couple oh... apa sya mau buat?
me: kenapa plak sya yg ko tanya? muka sya ni macam ada BF ka?
S: nda la.. u look like sum1 that is easy 2 talk 2...
me: well if u say so spill it...
S: Gini... c K bawa sya couple tapi sya nda tau mau accept dia ka nda...
me: Kenapa plak ko mau consider lagi? ok la i talk as ur friend ok not as a trained PRS la ok... kenapa ko mau pikir lagi? u like him or not?
S: sebab kan dia sya dengar play boy ba jadi sya nda mau jadi cam bekas GF dia tu yg akhirnya menangis sakit hati... tapi ya sya suka dia...
me: ok both as a friend and as a PRS i cannot tell you what to do... sya cuma boleh cadang jak apa yg ko boleh buat... 1. ko terima jak.. 2. ko nda payah terima. ok kenapa sya bagi ko jawapan yg lebih2 simple dia pasal ni semua dari ko... dari pemerhatian sya, org yg couple awal2, ada kecenderungan utk ada masalah dalam pelajaran sebab yg dia ingat BF/GF dia jak. klu ko rasa2 ko mau terima, 1 benda jak ko kena ingat. adakah klu sya couple sama c K nanti akan mengganggu pelajaran sya? klu ko nda terima pun lagi bagus... klu jodoh nda akan ke mana... so u decide...
S: ok thanks for your input far...
me: no biggie... decide well n consider all options ok...
S: will do...

2 weeks later....

W: far have u heard? c S couple sama c K suda...
me: oh really? ba biar la... sink or swim dia punya pasal sya suda ckp apa yg patut...

then 2 weeks b4 exams they broke up.. she failed her semester severely n she dropped from the first class to the 2nd lowest rank class

second scenario: this is also a friend of mine... dia seorang pelajar lelaki yg baru first time ada GF dia sayang gila la sama GF dia ni... suatu hari yg soi, ni betina tiba2 dump dia pasal jantan lain trus c kawan ni (kwn sya) pun sedih frust menonggeng punya kes la... so ni cerita dia... oh ya dia ni biar d kenali as N n betina tu T....

d canteen..
me: apa jadi ni? napa sedih2 ni?
N: sya break sda sama c T...
me: pasal?
N: dia ada org baru...
me: jadi ko sedih2 ni pasal ko kena dump pompuan la? wei relex la... ko tu muda lagi jauh lagi perjalanan ko.. ala pasal satu pompuan ko mau nangis apa kelas ko jadi jantan klu gitu? hmm... sudah2 p cuci tu muka mau masuk kelas suda ni...
N: far cuba ko ok... c B tiba2 ada GF then apa ko rasa?
me: N... sya nda akan tipu yg sya x sakit hati ok tapi kan bila ko pikir balik, mana lagi penting? pelajaran or percintaan? mmg sya nsa ble nafikan yg klu c B couple sma org len sya mungkin juga akan nangis cam ko tapi sekurang2-nya sya sedar kedudukan sya... 1. sya bukan pun GF dia jadi sya teda hak mau larang dia... 2. klu dia mau couple sma org len termasuk c M tu dia punya pasal... 3. cam mana pun sya syg dia, pelajaran tetap sya utama kan.. so sya nda akan gilak sangat frust cam ko...

Dalam class... c N tiba2 kena mood swing dia tiba2 happy then dia p meja sya...
N: mami cam mana mau mati? makan panadol banyak2 ka?
ok my next answer i will regret 4 the rest of my life n dont u dare judge me... i didnt know that time n the skill of reading people's behaviour in me hasn't been sharpened...
me: ya tapi klu ada coke lagi kick tu effect dia...
N: oh ya ka...
me: ya la... nda baca risalah ka ko?

later that day... after lunch in the school CMPH (closed multipurpose hall)
B: Far, Far! come here n come now!
me: what? What's the matter?
B: it's N... some thing happen to him..
Me: What The Hell Happened???!!!
B: just now after lunch, in front of me n F he suddenly packed up all 8 tablet of active fast n shove it down his throat n wash it with coke... i think he's trying to kill him self.. n source of prob is obviously that tramp T...
me: where is he?
B: toilet...
me: GET HIM HERE! n get me 2 glass of warm water ask the aunty from the canteen and clean cloth, hankie should do the trick.
B: right away...

15 mins later...

me: how many AF did u ate?
N: the whole plank... manage to swallow 4 n puked the other 4 in the toilet just now...
me: what the hell were u thinking N? you could have died! (crying seriously)
N: it's better then living in this world where she's near but yet so far away...
me: you idiotic piece of meat! dont you dare speak like that eve again! cant you see? u r binding your life all for her... you should be living for your self no for any body else. (still crying actually harder this time)
N: i feel empty, stripped and worth less right now...
me: N... we all love you... you have your friends all around you... your parents and siblings love you... just because of one bitch you want to leave your other love once for eternity? wake up N she was just collecting you! like every one else in this school... stop it n live you life like a real man...

then every thing went silent... he slept until evening in the class w/t few of my friends from our group while the other was attending the orientation for juniors...

few days later...

me: how are you N?
N: fine... getting better n getting over her....
me: N i'm glad u r recovering but it's ok to take it slow regarding u getting over that tramp... after all she was your first love isn't it?
N: ya i guess so...
me: hey you know what?
N: what?
me: you owe me a hankie of tears u know...
N: hahaha... (loling) so what can i do?
me: free pass to pull your hair w/t out telling u exactly when i;m gonna do it for 10 times...
N: oh that is not fair...
me: hey it's fair enough since 100% of our juniors saw me wailing like i lost a husband on the day of your stupid act...
N: fineee....

so moral of these 2 stories are, make a right decision and think clearly before making regretful decision... consider all pros and cons when you suddenly decide to want have a BF/GF while still studying especially when your age range are from 12 to 17... since these are the age range that your hormone starts to kick in and give you funny feeling when you see a girl/a boy... think that is it worth it to go through all the heart ache, love live drama one night b4 major exams think what would your parents feel when they had invest so much to you and your un-foretold future... choose and choose wisely... is it worth it is it not... it your call... i can only tell true stories n give you option but it's your call to make the path of your life... ^_^

so that's all for today n have a great day... remember choose wisely...

Regards,
Farcella@LadyNyxNight

Updates on my collage life n studies...

ok first thing first.. it's been a week since my first day of class... and i dare my english class is most exiting... i dont know bout my fellow class mates but i on the other hand are always exited to enter her class oh forgot to tell u her name is ASHLEY GREIG... she's the most awesome english lecturer i've ever met... how ever i cannot compare her against my english teacher MDM JULIE... anyway back to my collage life, class has bee fun since all the class i'm taking is the one i LOVE... any how, class so far has been great the lecturer r awesome n so far i can still cope with mini assignment.. ok then i need to go now... i need to finish my Fund maths mini assignment... i'll write again soon... ^_^

First day of Class

on top of the morning 2 u all... any way here's wat happen so far... i enthusiastically woke up at 6.45am thinking my class starts at 8 which turns out 2b 8.30am then i reach campus at 8 going 2 my class room then there it was on the door ATTENTION TO ALL STUDENTS IN THESE ENGLISH CLASSES, CLASS ARE CANCELED. ALL CLASS WILL RESUME AS USUAL ON MONDAY... Haiz... apa mau jadi??


ok that's all for 2day... i'll post again around this evening... ^_^

I'm Oficially a Collage Student

Ok i went to my choice collage which is SUNWAY COLLAGE today to just submit my APPLICATION FORM but after few minutes of waiting, an intern i think went to me and ask me to sign a confirmation form of my personal infromation. and before he went away to the general office, he ask for the application payment.
Intern: um... miss do u want to pay the fee by cash or by credit card?
Me: Oh... Ok... By cash please.
then i gave him the application fee which cost RM300. then when the money change hands...
Intern: Um miss... it's actually RM600...
Me: WHAT??!! how come the form said RM300 n suddenly u ask 4 an extra RM300?
Intern: Oh... i'm sorry 4 the confusion but the RM600 include registration fee which is also RM 300.
Me: (confuse) Huh?? uncle can u pay the other RM300 for me pls... later mummy nining will pay u back. (Monolog: if she pay u back... tehehehe)
then after a few more minutes i think its one of the manager or what not but the point is she went to me and explain few stuff n bring me my OFFERING LETTER... OMG!!! technically i'm a collage student already... hehehehehehehe.... i cant help but smile all day today especially while going out of the collage compartment... sooo happy... so i'm just wanna tell u people starting 4th of july i'm not going to be free any more... i'll be busy until mid november... n there's huge posibilities i may not be back to my hometown this year...

well this will be my first entry as a collage student... hehehe...

p/s: should i or shouldn't i apply 4 student resident house? hmm... n which one?
SUN-U RESIDENCE-->aircond : solo or twin?
-OR-
SUN-U APARTMENT-->on-aricond: twin or quad-resident near window or quad-resident near door? which one??? pls feel free to comment.. xoxo

BEST REGARDS,
NYX@Far

ADD MATHS CRAZE

Goodness lord... this add maths thingie is driving me nutz..... tomorrow is the teas if i fail 4 i more time... well it's an assurance i'll be moving class to the lowest and most filfthty class there ever been.... ugh.... i hate it... who ever created add maths i pray to it's soul to never rest in peace... cause that particular decessed human is now causing me so much trouble.. that could cause me my life for it... ugh i hate it....

lady nyx night.